/Wednesday, July 12, 2006
L♥VE ; 11:43 PM
i don't know if i SHOULD blog or SHOULD NOT blog.
weird la.
i'm suffering from quick-lose-contact-from-the-world syndrome.
i got this phobia of talking.
i'm feeling sick and tired.
i think i'm under stress which is untrue cause i don't have any according to many.
i'm feeling upset.
i feel so upset i want to throw up.
i feel that my head is spinning.
damn. am i really falling sick soon?!
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GAH.
i'm NOT WEIRD TODAY la.
i told you like above, i'm suffering from quick-lose-contact-from-the-world syndrome.
and has a phobia for humans and talking.
symptoms are as follow,
-sudden quietness
-lesser talkings and foolishness
-even more rantings then ever, be it mumbling or whatever
-lesser smiles
-sings quietly even more then ever
-quite annoying
-stares at blank even more
-feels sleepy
if you unfortunately contracted more than ONE of the symptoms ABOVE stated, erm.
please check if you're serious or not first, then come and consult me, i'll try to help you but not guaranteed.
what i mean is, i can't be happy ALL THE TIME.
if i DO, i'll be INSIDE the mental hospital already!
i do NEED time to stay quiet and relax.
i can't be always noisy and shouting, screaming, talking, laughing.
i'll be tired.
it's not that i don't want to entertain.
is I CAN'T.
i'm feeling weak now.
there's some weird feelings inside of me which i can't describe but it's super overwhelming.
i think it may just engulf me.
GAH.
so PLEASE, pardon me if you see me stare at something and not talking, stoning like a statue and sing simultaneously, i need to re-charge or i'm thinking about something, so DON'T DISTURB.
sometimes, sometings which i never voice out, doesn't mean that i'm okay with it.i just don't want anyone to feel hurt. ah-MAD!!!okay. maybe it's over sensitive.
yawns.
shall go to sleep after finishing up F&N.
(:
i'm still a hppy girl. with lots of troubles.byebye!
:D
