/Sunday, August 13, 2006
L♥VE ; 9:05 PM
I CAN'T GO FOR THE NEXT
LUCIFY GATHERING!cries.
EVERYTIME LIKE THAT!
x:
i'm so sad. i cannot see misaki. ]:
but nevermind.
ruijun and amanda are such nice souls! xD
they will TRY to make misaki talk to me. hoho!
so. haha.
HAPPY SUPER ADVANCE BIRTHDAY KITTY KUEK! [:
my hand smells of toothpaste.
it feels better now without the damn hot sensation.
but now, it's toothpaste and toothpaste.
YUCK.
why does the old tradition that is pass down are ALL SO WEIRD?!
but it does help la. x:
damn. THERE'S O LEVEL ORAL TOMORROW!
i need to talk!
&!#&$#*(!&)((&#*#
ok. i blabbered instead.
oh! did i tell your that i DREAMT THAT I WAS DEAD YESTERDAY?
i dreamt that i DIED! x:
and my, i didn't know i died la!
and the best is, the another person in my dream, CELESTA, didn't die!
below is what i can remember.
` i was walking around this area which looks like my ahma's neighbourhood but modified version. there's shops and more roads and more people. it looked more like at potong pasir la. as we were walking and talking, suddenly celesta wants to go to the toilet.
which i think i went before that, so i told her the direction.
best part is that the toilet's like a road away. you have to cross the road to the toilet! dots.
so i waited for her at the bus stop. and i saw a group of noisy boys. I MEAN VERY NOISY.
they kept talking and looking at me. i gave them a weird look. i think it took ages for celesta to come back can?! and when she's back, i told her 'eh!damn long eh!' and she said 'i thought it was ok?...'
we further walked and suddenly don't know why, that group of guys started playin something like catching and hide-and-seek with us!
but this time, i can confirm the place is outside my ahma house. very clearly. and i remebered i say something like, hurr? howthey know we hide here or something.
then we stopped and left. cause we want to go to the toilet again! i don't know why.
this time, we went to a different toilet.
it's at a place which i didn't notice at first until i come out of it! my god.
it's dirty and very old. and i felt something very bad. like there's alot of people. ok, someting dirty i mean.
so i pulled clesta's hand and tell her, 'quick!we need to go!i sense something very not right!'
the place is somewhat like a market. i can draw out for you if you want. we ran, which is quite slow, and jump off the place. the place is like a few metres above ground level. something like bukit panjang market like that.
then that's when i saw a group of people. they say the following which makes me go eew. 'WHY ARE YOUR HERE? THIS PLACE IS NOT WHERE EVERYONE CAN COME LEH!'
i ran even faster. im at the car park, still running. all the cars are very messily parked and there's weird 'people' and they kept looking at me! x:
finally, we ran to another market, this time, it looks better, more human like. but i'm still scared, so we ran further and finally reached the hawker centre which i'm familiar with.
i saw this uncle who looked at me with a weird look.
and everyone just walk pass me like they never see me! x:
so i asked the uncle, what happen?
the uncle say'ACTUALLY, YOU DIE ALREADY.'
everything in chinese. i cried very badly and i'm like how?!why?! how come i don't know and blah!
so he told me to go home.
i went home and told my family, I DIED.
but i don't know why.
they got a shock and started crying and everything.
my ahma told me to think back what happened.
i thought back and realise that, at the part when i'm waiting for celesta, i died!
i thought i was knocked down by a car but no, i somewhat got a shock. and i just died.
in chinese, BAO BI.
as in, you just suddenly drop and die. ]:
my uncle died like that anuway. ]:
and at the back, i really don't know what happened.
everything just fast forward and rewind and it's as if it's a movie like that. x:
and i think it's a dream in a dream.
because i think in this dream, i dreamt that i went to the hawker centre before or something.
alot of things repeated.
and until now, i still think it's scary. x:
WHERE ARE MY NICE DREAMS?! ]:
i remember someone telling me long ago,
if you dream something 3 times, that dream will come true.until now, zero.
it's always at TWO and bye!
i had weird continous dreams also. but it's always at TWO at no more. ]:
hais.
the burning sensation of my finger is back again!
damn.
MISAKI-sation!byebye!
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